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[Wednesday 4.25.12 7:44pm
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you know the drill.
add me, leave a comment and i will add you right back :)
90% locked.
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[Tuesday 11.24.09 7:50pm
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a guy out there was meant to be the love of your life
your best friend, your soulmate
the one you can tell your dreams to
he'll brush the hair out of your eyes
send you flowers when you least expect it
he'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it
he'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you
he'll look in your eyes and tell you
"you're the most beautiful girl in the world"
and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.
- nicholas sparks
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[Sunday 11.22.09 11:07am
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"i need to keep telling myself that
i need to keep wanting something
something nice
something warm
more than just a fur coat
because i can make other people happy
i can understand other people's pain
because
i can love even after all that is left of me is gone
because i have that strength."
"the past that makes you cry will make you grow
the loneliness that makes you cry will make you strong
do not regret your past
do not forget your past
past is just past
anyway it does not exist
it cannot exists
it will remain in you
but it cannot rule you
as it is only memories"
- daul kim
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[Friday 11.20.09 2:50pm
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i've got my heart broken so many times, it's sad to say - but i am numbed.
not putting the blame on myself this time and never giving up on love, because i'm sure there's someone else out there for me :)
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[Sunday 9.20.09 10:59am
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i've been wanting to update, have so much to say but am so lazy to start.
and of course, it is much easier penning down silly thoughts in 140 characters than an entry.
http://www.twitter.com/st3fft
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[Wednesday 9.9.09 5:13pm
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big plans, small me.
can't wait for the time when i don't want to ever sleep because reality is better than dreaming!
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[Monday 8.31.09 12:53pm
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is it just me? i don't know but i find that with each passing year, the people we want to mix around with must be of some benefits to us. it could be for social status, for "connections," for money; mostly superficial stuff. otherwise, we just don't see the point in hanging out. of course, by people, i am actually referring to acquaintances, newly-made friends.
i have been filtering groups of people my entire life, through different phases. we can call them the passers-by - the silent competitors, the backstabbers, the hypocrites, the self-centred ones, the condescenders... to put it simply, the bitches and bastards.
now i am left with a close-knit group of friends i know i can rely on in times of need, who will be there for you no matter what, share your joys and sorrows and who NEVER EVER judge. and i guess, i am happy. one doesn't need many friends, just a few good ones will do.
a teacher once told me that your best friends are those you make in primary school or somewhere along that line. partially true? i was skeptical about that statment but now i fully agree. because this close-knit group of friends mostly consists of people who i have known for a decade or more. of course there are a few special ones who i've known for less than a decade but ranks right up there as well.
is it because as we grow, we become more judgemental? we don't trust that easily, we don't put our hearts on our sleeves, we don't give ourselves readily... anymore?
how do we define a friend?
to me, a friend is a platonic lover. we like them enough to go the extra mile, we trust them enough with our secrets, we enjoy their company even if there is only silence, we can pick up from where we last left off like nothing has changed, even if the meet up is once in a blueblue moon.
a friend willingly offers a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on... doesn't judge, accepts his/her flaws, helps to correct his/her mistakes and guide one along the right path. who gives and doesn't expect anything in return.
of course, a friendship, like any other relationship, requires two hands to clap, two individuals to make it work.
if you can't be there for me by lending a listening ear (i don't even need you to take sides please), if you can't be bothered to (ask for a) meet up, if you can't make an effort to communicate/understand, etc...
then well, i am over feeling disappointed, let me just adopt a CBF attitude.
i guess, i forgot... people do change. and that's sad.
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